Day to Day
-6/27 It's been quit a week. I was belittled by someone above me in front of other respectable people. And someone posted what they did to me and I was told to take it down (It was all true) or I'm fired. I did reach 2000 followers on Instagram and I am just short of 1000 posts and that made my day.
-6/28 So, I didn't get fired. I am a disappointment and should have understood that the people who treated me horribly were stressed because of state surveyors being in the building. SIGH...UGH... Tomorrow is another day. Three more days and marijuana will be legal in Maryland, maybe everyone will chill the hell out. lol.
Another story for today (not just because they irritated me really bad....well maybe it is) We have really sucky health insurance at my work so they made all of us meet with Aflac to talk about other coverage. This was December. In January I got this letter from them that basically said You're Too Fat To Be Covered By Us. So I was a little more then ticked off. However, the first of February came when the money for Aflac was to start coming out of our checks. I was stunned that my check was short because money for Aflac came out of my check. It took several paychecks to get them to stop taking the money out and by then it totaled almost $800. The sent me a check for $213. My administrator had to call there bosses to get the money to stop and finally they told him I could now have three of the four items offered if I wanted them. I said Why Not because I wanted them originally anyway.
Fast forward to today. In the mail I got a bill for each of the three policies saying my work didn't pay so pay us out of pocket. Let's say I was the opposite of happy. I called Aflac to cancel all three policies. After being on hold for an eternity I spoke to a young lady and told her the story along with how they still have almost 500 of my hard earned dollars. So she proceeded to tell me that there was no money owed and the letters must have been mailed by mistake. So after all that, all I can is Aflac=Migraine.
-7/4 My anxiety has been through the roof the last few days. Having the day off from work didn't really help. Trying to organize my stressors into little boxes, but not having as much luck as usual. One day at a time. Sometimes, I'm my worst enemy.
-7/21 Things at work haven't been the best and I have been looking for a new position. Of course, all positions and places have their ups/downs/red tape. It's payday Friday and if nothing else I can be happy about that.
-7/26 I feel like my eyes took a turn overnight. The last few days my eyes have been bothering me and I feel like all the lettering in the world was shrunken down. Last night I was squinting. I made an eye appointment but it isn't for a month. No doubt I need stronger glasses.
-7/27 So...I am basically afraid of spiders, snakes, bees and so forth. A huge wasp was in my office today. I was petrified to try and swat or spray him because I didn't want him attacking me. So...yes I was a big girly girl and went to find someone to kill it for me. He was able to knock it down into the slides at the bottom of the window and pulled the window open to try and get access. At that time the wasp got up on the screen and I yelled, "CLOSE THE WINDOW AND HE WILL BE TRAPPED IN BETWEEN!" Don't judge me. LOL.
-8/1 SO last week my vision started to get blurry so I called and made an eye appointment which isn't until Sept 2. Tues to Thur last week lights were hurting my eyes. On Sunday I couldn't read my phone or my medicine bottles. On Monday I decided to hit the emergency room to make sure I didn't have anything in my brain causing the problems. My head CT was negative and with a little more investigation we believe the medication I am taking for my body covering constant skin condition has a lot of side effects related to vision. Just another fun day in my life.
-8/7 I attempted to get a vacation sheet approved today. First my boss said her boss had to ok it. Then she said that her boss said they would talk about it later because of my daily reports. I stopped the administrator a little while ago and told him I didn't feel like they could deny my vacation because they didn't get a back-up for the daily reports. My last vacation was last November, and I even only took two days for my grandmother's funeral instead of three. I was here every day the state was here even though others took time off. Guess we wait and see.
-8/8 Well, they approved my vacation. Have no idea who will do my daily reports, but the rest of the work will be waiting here when I return from a camping trip with my honey and my brother and his family. My 140lb mastiff hasn't been for a ride in the car for a while so I know he will be excited about the road trip.
-8/10 My shrink increased one of my meds because I was having some issues. Today, I feel like I'm trying to think through a brain made of mashed potatoes. But it should even out eventually. Until then pass the gravy.